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dTMS Treatment #1

Today I was fitted for my helmet/cap and received my first dTMS (deep Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation) treatment.  I will be logging my full 36 days of treatment before, occasionally during, and after each one. I will vlog, need to find a good platform, open to recommendations.  This is what I call my “chemo.” It’s an opportunity for me, someone who has treatment resistant depression, anxiety disorder and PTSD to try something new. There is no medication involved (although  I am still on current meds). It’s non-invasive with little chance of negative side effects.  My fingers are crossed.  Day One: not in love with the treatment. Was much more upbeat about it before the session than after. Constant strong pulsing on your skull cannot be comfortable for anyone. They say it gets better with time. The depression side was much less uncomfortable than the anxiety side. Anxiety treatment is shorter but very intense and literally contorted my face.  I am someone who does not eve

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